cosplay & studies

can't wait fr nxt yr TGX'12... cause ima cosplay wif a group of cosplayers and ima noob fr cosplay... i nvr done it b4 cause tis yr i started to haf interest wif cosplay though.. i nvr tot tat is so much fun taking pics wif the cosers. it's quite cool though... i lik it when thr's lots of ppl cosplaying diff chars and some were the same due to their plans or coincidence.. bt tat's nt the main point.

the main point is i can make lots of frens during cosplaying or taking pics of them and juz coincidence they're ur fren's fren. ntg is impossible and thr are miracles whenever u believe or by hw u do it. it's nt lik everyting has to be done wif no hard work. well, the truth is, some miracles is really from ur hardwork during the time u r trying to make a results. even though they doesnt look great bt thr r still tings tat can be done by re-doing or juz by ur original ting.

everyting is beyond ur hand of life. bt some can be within ur hand of life. so, if u really r putting most of the tings within ur hand, some miracles can be appeared before u noe it. i really hope tat thr's miracle within me cause i believe in miracles. bt i noe some didn't believe them cause their juz useless, when u believe thr's still chance of miracles coming to u.

everyting can be controlled by u alone, sometimes u do nid supports by ur frens and family so tat u can accomplish the tings u believe tat u can do it even tat it's vry rookie path u r going... cause my life is lazy and studies makes my life rookie, even though it's rookie to me, bt i try to do my best due to my frens r supporting me to study more before those events coming up. it'll be great when u r doing studies first before anyting else. cause it will affect ur grades when u're studying. i noe thr's some ppl out thr wants to study too, bt to be abit selfish fr us in the sch, we haf to strive our best so tat we can get a gd grade and it won't be going to the waste of our life studying in sch fr a few yrs.

please take note tat thr's always ppl supporting u and thr's many ppl out thr wans to study even though their family finance or their grades is nt tat gd. cause those ppl whose grade is nt tat good has regretted their life enjoying themselves and start a new in the sch and some of them rather work then study cause they alr found their jobs gd enuf. it's gd to haf a higher qualification fr a btr job in future, so tat u can support ur family after u haf grown up and married wif someone u love.

11 Oct

Haiz, ytd ima in MC so i didn't go to sch though... due to sore throat and coughing. it's quite irritating when i cough cause it's pain when i was coughin and coughing at home...

so ima stuck at home and play computer then... then my fren alr promise me 7+pm reach my house to help me finish my coat/cloak/cape, in the end she was outside studying with his bf and his bro was alone...

but her bro wan me to go down as soon as possible, i try to bathe as quick as possible before going down though... then he bring me to the place whr my fren is studying...

and today night i finish my costume coat/cloak/cape, it wents so slanted though... i didn't noe whr went wrong... cause when my mum told me tat the line is nt straight and i was shock tat hw can i get tis incorrect?? am i tat poor sewer or is my planing of the curve is nt tat gd enuf?

i hope tat my cosplay fren said tat it is nt so bad by sewing my ownself cause i didn't haf any sewing machine neither i haf the skill of sewing on a sewing machine... i hope tat i could learn some day and sew my self using the sewing machine...

oh yea, nw tat my god bro has open my present, im nw finally relieved though... i tot he wont be opening my present forever... im glad tat he lik my present and i hope i can do it every year fr him. im happy to see him happy and forget the tings in the past...

although i noe he hasnt forget the past relationship, i wan to believe tat he has alr put down the relationship he has wif his ex-gf. although it's hard to put down bt i noe thr's someday the feeling to tat person soon will be forgotten and nt be remembered in the future...

anyting had happen wrongly even u haf done wrong tings, hope tat u could haf a new leaf and live in a btr quality living home, so tat god will believe tat after u turn a new leaf, u will nvr ever do it again and will bring u to heaven as long as ur heart is pure enuf fr them to keep. it's nt lik once u done wrong tings, u sure will go to hell. as long as u believe u can turn over a new leaf, everyting will change and everyting will be fresh fr u to live in.

mortal world sometimes can be cruel bt u can't be cruel, cause heaven and gods are watching over u and record wad u haf done during the days u r in the earth living...

i miss my home

well, to say the truth, i miss the whole place when i was away though... even the songs in my computer... ima quite sad cause i dun wanna be so tired T^T i wan to be active also canot cause these days i haf been yawning and yawning.

btw, i miss my baby cousin also, she is quite playful and always can make me smile when she's at sg. cause she will be at my grandma house and play around in her house.

i also miss my gan kor cause he is really nice to chat wif. i really like to chat wif him even though he is bz wif his ns. i try nt to msg him during weekdays cause he is in his camp and he can't take his phone along wif him. so it's abit tough fr me nt to msg him... bt ill try though...

i wonder hws everyone in sg... some quite bz and some quite relax i guess. cause nw sec sch r bz studying and ite bz relaxing... hahas i nw wan bz slping and relaxing alr. bt i hope nxt time i really haf a gd time at NYAA de overseas....

i luv being a singaporean. im so lovin' it. hope thr's nothing happen to anyone =] it's gd to noe tat my frens and i r safe during the trip. ^^

24 Sept

well, it's gd to get bk to sg cause i nid to go to see doc asap. cause my skin allergy has worsen so my parents quickly go take me to see doc when i haf put my tings down at home... after i had finish the checking up and went home and slp the whole day long. ima too tired to wake up and it's quite irritating when ppl disturbing me though.... bt lucky thr's no one disturbing me, so i haf my beauty slp the whole day.

then ima slpy pig once again. hope thr's no msg when i gt up of my bed....

Today and yeterday.

ytd night haf earthquake and luckily is nt quite srs. bt still, i tot i am abit crazy cause i suddenly shaking while squatting down. ltr i feel tat the ground was moving, and tis is the first time im on the place wif earthquake. then today is vry complicated due to ytd earthquake....

then the headquarter wants us to go home early due to the group 2 parents wants them to go home. bt ours is they let us go and the host try to help us to
let us stay for awhile more. i really hope tat i can stay here for a for a few days more.

so 21st sept we are going bk to sg... quite sad and wasted. we change alot of money and come here fr few days, quite wasted. i wonder who will miss me when im gone. =/

Evening at nepal

juz finish the lazer tag... so tired and lucky i nt out of breathe after running around in the arena. juz tat my breathe abit tight. i wish tat my heart is nt so weak and easily out of breathe, cause i wish ima vampire... hahas, i noe is impossible lorhs. bt ima so sweaty nid go bathe again sia. i hate this game.

nw i wan to do is relax, prepare dinner later have some nice rest and finish the things i nid to do and go slp as soon as possible. wad to do leh? juz nid to rest right nw...

hope tmr won't be so tired... well, tmr then i see how if i have time to post the things i really done tmr...


btw, today i went to home team nepal aka the orphanage and donate the things we don nid at sg... quite funny and embarassing during the trip thr.

get ready fr Nepal

nw i nid to eat medi alr... fr the stupid injection == tat time go inject, inject both arms and butt. first time heard tat nid to inject the buttock sia.. i so sad nw sia, i wan to haf a comfort slp ltr, dono hw it feels lik at nepal. i only wish tat i don really nid to do any ting leh... tmr nid to go to the sch and teach alr.

so sian, ltr nid to go airport and meet teacher, teacher sure late on lorh. always say tat time but still late fr half an hour. make us wait till wan slp le. lucky ytd last training sia. if nt today sure go home vry slpy one... ltr my flight is 11pm.. nid reach at 8pm.

so, ltr i nt sure if nepal can use internet go fb and blog anot. i scared canot leh... plus, i will miss my gan kor cause he makes me worry about his ankle... from august till nw still haven heal his ankle sprain.... when i gt bk then i will ask him if his ankle is getting btr anot, if nt i tink my kor nid rest alot either at his camp or at hospital.

oh yeah... i 4gt to change my shirt sia... so sian, nid do alot of stuff leh, stupid teacher make us go bk late then i no time to pack my bag. lucky gt my mum's help so tat i can finish packing on time. all is teacher fault who make us so tired tat we can't pack our bag on time. ltr sure at plane dam slp sia.... i feel lik i dw go leh... bt canot change alr, haf to go to nepal and teacher alr book my ticket ==

i sure die at the hotel when i reach nepal hotel, cause i sure vry slpy.... bt nid to stay awake sia. gd fr those who didn't come sch today. cause ltr sure stay until 11pm de... and i ltr see hw lorh. dono wan to buy stuffs at changi airport anot. i too sian alr larh...

i nw hoping tat kor would recover his ankle when i gt bk to sg. bt still, i would love to see hw nepal looks lik rite nw.