cosplay & studies

can't wait fr nxt yr TGX'12... cause ima cosplay wif a group of cosplayers and ima noob fr cosplay... i nvr done it b4 cause tis yr i started to haf interest wif cosplay though.. i nvr tot tat is so much fun taking pics wif the cosers. it's quite cool though... i lik it when thr's lots of ppl cosplaying diff chars and some were the same due to their plans or coincidence.. bt tat's nt the main point.

the main point is i can make lots of frens during cosplaying or taking pics of them and juz coincidence they're ur fren's fren. ntg is impossible and thr are miracles whenever u believe or by hw u do it. it's nt lik everyting has to be done wif no hard work. well, the truth is, some miracles is really from ur hardwork during the time u r trying to make a results. even though they doesnt look great bt thr r still tings tat can be done by re-doing or juz by ur original ting.

everyting is beyond ur hand of life. bt some can be within ur hand of life. so, if u really r putting most of the tings within ur hand, some miracles can be appeared before u noe it. i really hope tat thr's miracle within me cause i believe in miracles. bt i noe some didn't believe them cause their juz useless, when u believe thr's still chance of miracles coming to u.

everyting can be controlled by u alone, sometimes u do nid supports by ur frens and family so tat u can accomplish the tings u believe tat u can do it even tat it's vry rookie path u r going... cause my life is lazy and studies makes my life rookie, even though it's rookie to me, bt i try to do my best due to my frens r supporting me to study more before those events coming up. it'll be great when u r doing studies first before anyting else. cause it will affect ur grades when u're studying. i noe thr's some ppl out thr wants to study too, bt to be abit selfish fr us in the sch, we haf to strive our best so tat we can get a gd grade and it won't be going to the waste of our life studying in sch fr a few yrs.

please take note tat thr's always ppl supporting u and thr's many ppl out thr wans to study even though their family finance or their grades is nt tat gd. cause those ppl whose grade is nt tat good has regretted their life enjoying themselves and start a new in the sch and some of them rather work then study cause they alr found their jobs gd enuf. it's gd to haf a higher qualification fr a btr job in future, so tat u can support ur family after u haf grown up and married wif someone u love.

11 Oct

Haiz, ytd ima in MC so i didn't go to sch though... due to sore throat and coughing. it's quite irritating when i cough cause it's pain when i was coughin and coughing at home...

so ima stuck at home and play computer then... then my fren alr promise me 7+pm reach my house to help me finish my coat/cloak/cape, in the end she was outside studying with his bf and his bro was alone...

but her bro wan me to go down as soon as possible, i try to bathe as quick as possible before going down though... then he bring me to the place whr my fren is studying...

and today night i finish my costume coat/cloak/cape, it wents so slanted though... i didn't noe whr went wrong... cause when my mum told me tat the line is nt straight and i was shock tat hw can i get tis incorrect?? am i tat poor sewer or is my planing of the curve is nt tat gd enuf?

i hope tat my cosplay fren said tat it is nt so bad by sewing my ownself cause i didn't haf any sewing machine neither i haf the skill of sewing on a sewing machine... i hope tat i could learn some day and sew my self using the sewing machine...

oh yea, nw tat my god bro has open my present, im nw finally relieved though... i tot he wont be opening my present forever... im glad tat he lik my present and i hope i can do it every year fr him. im happy to see him happy and forget the tings in the past...

although i noe he hasnt forget the past relationship, i wan to believe tat he has alr put down the relationship he has wif his ex-gf. although it's hard to put down bt i noe thr's someday the feeling to tat person soon will be forgotten and nt be remembered in the future...

anyting had happen wrongly even u haf done wrong tings, hope tat u could haf a new leaf and live in a btr quality living home, so tat god will believe tat after u turn a new leaf, u will nvr ever do it again and will bring u to heaven as long as ur heart is pure enuf fr them to keep. it's nt lik once u done wrong tings, u sure will go to hell. as long as u believe u can turn over a new leaf, everyting will change and everyting will be fresh fr u to live in.

mortal world sometimes can be cruel bt u can't be cruel, cause heaven and gods are watching over u and record wad u haf done during the days u r in the earth living...