Today is coscom. The event is quite small though. But still manage to have fun with my friends. But still, I wonder, do I make mistakes today? I got a feeling tat I make a mistake today after I reach home though.
As in I told someone something weird. I not sure if its weird but I got a feeling it is weird. I want to change myself. Trying my best to blend in more in this community.
But why the more I try to blend in, the situation got more awkward. I don't want to be awkward in this community even though I am trying to blend in.
Well, I just hope that I can really make friends and don't get awkward with them. Even though I think I might make a trouble with some of the people.
You know, sometimes I really want to say sorry to them but I can't really say it in front of them. I just hope they understand and forgive me.
One of the person I may want to say sorry is the ruby in today's event. I didn't mean to say the things I said in the previous event. Because sometimes I just couldn't think properly sometimes. I don't ask for forgiveness but I hope you understand how I feel right now. I am kind of abit sorry to say those words to you.
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