Routines @.@

I not sure if I'm weird or funny. Sometimes is like, I feel like going out but really don't know where to go and I don't want to go out alone. Whenever there's events for me to go out I will be like 'Can I don't go?' or 'Suddenly I don't feel like going' or maybe 'I don't know how to go there'.

Hehes I know it's like so weird... Want to go out but there's no people to go out with me, or I don't ask people or else I will be like being very lazy to go out when there's things going on.

But still, I hope that this coming Saturday can be fun for me though. Cause I will be going to somewhere that I have not been before alone in the afternoon and at night will be going out with friends to have our dinner.

I'm looking forward to this coming Saturday but I night look forward to next Friday. Cause next Friday is my class outing at ECP. And I still haven't check how to go due to I'm really lazy. And not sure if I am able to go there alone or not.

I always don't trust myself on going to some strange place or the place that I don't usually go. Cause I will easily get lost and I doesn't wish to get lost. That;'s why I more prefer to go out with friends so that I won't get lost, and if I go to the place more often, the direction might carved into my memory.